Anger management fury

I was on my way to buy myself the perfect pair of ... boots, I had been waiting a whole month for the moment to come, and then on the Saturday the stars had aligned giving me the chance to finally go shopping. Because of the fact it was Saturday, and of course, the week-end, I was feeling rather annoyed by far more aspects than usual, and I was in the perfect mood to argue. After convincing myself to go out in the end, while I was heading to the public station I picked up the phone and made the call.

And that was the beginning of another moody week-end. I kept talking on the phone until I got to Fundeni, giving stingy comments on whatever I was hearing from the other line, and always interpreting in an opposite manner towards my (so called) boyfriend. I've got no other name for the guy I know even if he doesn't fit any type of relation with me. Sure he was playing along with my chattering, not actually saying anything but using a lot of words. He was just replying to my complaints like he was only throwing a tennis ball back. I didn't mind that much, although after I hanged up on him I was on the point of crying, but still I was holding on to the courage of continuing my shopping experience.

When I got to the place where I was supposed to find the most perfect pair of girly boots, constantly having this feeling that I won't actually be able to like anything because of my annoying conversation with one of my boys (would it be too unpleasant to say it like that? I use it only as an irony), so after having this disturbing conversation with my guy (or whoever's guy cause he's not mine anyway), I chose to call him again. I told him in simple words that I don't want to talk to him anymore, and for that I don't have to always find a reason to fight. The only bad part about this image is that he didn't say anything about it. And this is the way I ended another potential-looking-serious-but-not-that-serious-genuine-but-not-appropriate relationship.

In the end, meaning today, I've asked myself what do I truly want from another guy, do I want to keep it serious or just to have somebody always on my tail. And I agreed for the moment that I prefer a serious approach to a relationship. And then, the following question came easily, in this case why am I spending time with games ?