I've tried to discover something to make me become less sensitive to guy's ridiculous behavior.
So far I've discovered that "young promising fellows" my age, pay more attention to playgrounds in their minds, than to choose a direction-oriented position to shape the future. Instead of working for what they wish to achieve, they choose to enjoy themselves.
This was a concern which used to bother me more than was supposed to, until ... I've discovered I need none of them to build my own way, road, path to fulfillment. After realizing it, I chose to pet the boys on the head, telling them I completely understand their narcissistic, selfish, irresponsible and immature way of acting (which now I do), and pursuit my own dreams (duh). Cause I also have dreams, which I used not to follow when I was to busy being available for others. Well, all good things must come to an end. It's my turn to get the biggest share.
Usually when a guy doesn't do anything to make it work he didn't wish it would work in the first place; in this case why should I (or even anyone) struggle to make it last, because all you do is keeping a huge pile of rotten products next to yourself. The same market rule applies in a healthy relationship: keep it fresh.
You need to throw away even you're favorite dish if the food doesn't taste good anymore.
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